if I drink all these yakults will I stop being sick?
holy shit you actually still want to talk to me that’s amazing but what if you sent that message out of obligatory pity look I really don;t know how humans help help help hold me crying 5EVER
Menstruating, check
Influenza, check
Mentally unstable, check
Have to complete all coursework and SACs of semester 1 for every subject I take by Friday, check
THERE IS NO WAY I AM SURVIVING THIS WEEK OR IF I DO IT WILL BE WITH NO DIGNITY WHATSOEVER.
I had to cut off all my long beautiful nails because I keep blacking out and clawing at myself I was starting to draw blood ugh
this hasn’t happened since
Anonymous asked: How can someone so beautiful be so sad?
How can someone so anonymously grey be so kind? Also real talk I am not beautiful in any way I am a disgusting incapable life ruining super mess. /cry forever
The moral of the story is always ” don’t party when you’re suicidal”
GOLD STAR LARA RUIN EVERYTHING AGAIN YEP SOUNDS LIKE A PLAN
I FUCKING HATE MYSELF
Anonymous asked: What's happening tomorrow?
Just a party with 99% people I don’t know in a suburb I am unfamiliar with. Generally parties just make me cry and run away and want to die when I’m this down.
please lawrd mercy let tomorrow night be a good thing
THEEEEEEME SOOOONGGGGG
- me: no es primo choice: ingesting 3 litres of tea
- me: it'll come out in tears
- affrica: TEArs
thinking awkward thoughts about how I’m wearing Wonder Woman underwear and that photo of you
(that’s a beanie btw not my real hair jeez)
