if I drink all these yakults will I stop being sick?

holy shit you actually still want to talk to me that’s amazing but what if you sent that message out of obligatory pity look I really don;t know how humans help help help hold me crying 5EVER

julieruin:

school tomorrow

(via basedgosh)

Menstruating, check
Influenza, check
Mentally unstable, check

Have to complete all coursework and SACs of semester 1 for every subject I take by Friday, check


THERE IS NO WAY I AM SURVIVING THIS WEEK OR IF I DO IT WILL BE WITH NO DIGNITY WHATSOEVER.

wait-in-the-fire:

American History X makes me cry every time 

I love this face

wait-in-the-fire:

American History X makes me cry every time 

I love this face

I had to cut off all my long beautiful nails because I keep blacking out and clawing at myself I was starting to draw blood ugh

this hasn’t happened since

Anonymous asked: How can someone so beautiful be so sad?

How can someone so anonymously grey be so kind? Also real talk I am not beautiful in any way I am a disgusting incapable life ruining super mess. /cry forever

The moral of the story is always ” don’t party when you’re suicidal”

kanayashotbutthole:

no one takes me to funky town

 

(via fourandtwentyblackeyes)

GOLD STAR LARA RUIN EVERYTHING AGAIN YEP SOUNDS LIKE A PLAN
I FUCKING HATE MYSELF

Anonymous asked: What's happening tomorrow?

Just a party with 99% people I don’t know in a suburb I am unfamiliar with. Generally parties just make me cry and run away and want to die when I’m this down.

please lawrd mercy let tomorrow night be a good thing

THEEEEEEME SOOOONGGGGG

thinking awkward thoughts about how I’m wearing Wonder Woman underwear and that photo of you

(that’s a beanie btw not my real hair jeez)

thinking awkward thoughts about how I’m wearing Wonder Woman underwear and that photo of you

(that’s a beanie btw not my real hair jeez)